"Let's Put a Smile on That Face"  Cpat92
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It's all or nothing
Lauderhill, Florida
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| Very soon I will no longer be a simple prospect. I will soon be considered a "poolee" and prepare to go to boot camp. Sometime between early and mid 2013 I will officially be a part of the United States Marine Corps. Even though I try not to, I still fear of losing my friends. I definitely don't want to lose my best friend Sedina. The two of us are so similar, it isn't funny. We both are emotionally driven, we are sensitive and have huge hearts. I know for a fact that even if I don't let them break me in boot camp, I will still come out different. I will be a better, more mature person, but I will never be the same Chris. I am afraid that I might push them away or that this choice I made will cause them to not really want to talk to me anymore. I was told I worry too much and that I shouldn't, but I still can't help it. On a better note, my friendship with the girl I like is better than it was before. I feel that even though we had many issues in the past, those has helped us get closer. No matter what happens, I am glad that we are good friends now and I wouldn't do anything to change it. | |
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| Well, yesterday I headed to work pretty happy, come to find out people at work were running their mouths off about us. It was my mistake because one of the people I told I was simply going out to eat with her was the other guy who likes her. Even though he claims that he doesn't like her, he took what I said and ran along with it. So once I found out I was really upset. I could barely talk to her and she could barely speak to me. She wasn't mad at me or anything it was just annoying. She knows I like her because it was completely obvious. I keep hearing things about the other guy and everyone says no one likes him and he has no "game." I believed me to be in the same category but I guess I have enough to convince her to go out to eat with me. Now with what happened yesterday I have to clear the air and talk to her this week. I have to tell her how I feel and be completely honest with her. I can no longer try to hide it. I don't expect her to accept it, but I do hope that she does stay friends with me if she turns me down. | |
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My job orientation is this Friday. I have to bring 2 items to prove identification. That's no problem. I have to come in a plain red shirt and khaki pants. That might be a problem. I don't have that  . I have until Friday to get that. | |
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Today I went to the interview for Target. I got their almost a half hour early. I had to fill out a questionnaire before I would have the interview. When it was time to have the interview I found out it is put into two parts. The first part was excellent. When she asked me the questions, after each answer we got sidetracked immediately. I told her that I believe that English was one of my strengths in school. She then complimented me on it. I was happy to hear that compliment.
When it was time for the second part of the interview I was unsure how it would turn out. When asked questions I answered, but there were no sidetracks this time  . The second woman was nice which was a relief because I thought this part would have been a tough one. After the second part she told me that she was going to inform the other woman and tell her to give me a job offer. I was extremely excited.
For both parts of the interview I was quite nervous but it ended being easier than I thought. I am so excited that I got the job offer. I truly Thank God for this day. Pretty soon I will start working!! YES!  | |
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| I'm So excited! I have my interview with Target tomorrow morning? I am slightly nervous though. I don't know what should I wear. I had a few interviews before though, but I am still a little nervous. I want to go to the interview right now!! | |
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Ever since I been on here I've had multiple arguments or debates (however you put it). I've been wondering whether it is what I'm saying or how I'm saying it. Either those or just that some people don't understand, can't handle my opinion or are just plain douches.  Whatever it is I'm thinking if it's one of those sites where you always have to watch what you say. Some people are faster to argue with you and dislike you for what ever reason. Plus I'm really getting annoyed with ending up looking like or being an a** on here. It really sucks. | |
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| Ever since I withdrew from Clark Atlanta University things has not been going well for me. I moved into the New England area to live with my mom in December. Since then I have not made any friends. Could not get into a college or University and I still can't find a job. I've been job searching since January. Sometimes I feel like jobs won't take risks in giving some people a chance. I am planning on starting school in January at a community college and I'm still broke. Things aren't going easy for me. What makes matters worse my mother is starting to struggle financially and I can't even help her out right now and it just pisses me off. I feel useless right now. | |
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